to see or not to see.

i almost got my eyes fixed.

almost.

on june 25th, 2010. it was a friday.

and i would have had them corrected at 1 pm.

that's what my appointment was for.

well, the 2nd appointment.

it was for lasik.

the first appointment was originally scheduled for the 24th, which would have been a thursday, and the procedure was PRK which was a bit different than lasik and would have been one eye at a time.

i ALMOST got my eyes fixed, until they called me a week before my surgery to confirm the WRONG surgery for the WRONG day....

not to mention the other mistakes they had made along the way.

the medication and the doses of each....

soooo, needless to say, when Abe called to confirm my WRONG surgery for the WRONG date, i cancelled.

at 26 years of age, i ALMOST got to see clearly without contacts or glasses.

Daddy's Buddy.

I want Jason to remember this time, as much as I want to remember this time....

and I wish Lewie could remember it too....

I recently started working nights, part time.... just until about 10 pm a few nights a week, but when i come home, both kids are asleep.... that means, jason gets the kids fed, bathed and put to bed....

since i've started working, Lewie and jason are just closer than ever....

when lewie cries,

he wants "Dadadadadadada."

and when jason holds him, he snuggles up into jason's neck and just lies there, holding on to him so tight....

it's SUCH a wonderful sight....

and i KNOW it's got to feel wonderful for jason too....

i just hope he never forgets these moments....